Compassion?

Sometimes I worry that with this trip I may be losing my compassion. Sometimes I am pushed beyond my limits, so far not in a physically dangerous way but in a way of dealing with evil, so these are things through which to sort when I have mindspace (which is not the case in Morocco as being here consumes every ounce of my psychic energy!); if not on this trip, when I return. Rather than a loss of compassion, I hope to return with a tested and an informed compassion.